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After struggling and struggling, I don't know where I should go now, that sounds ridiculous, huh?

Maybe I should feel happy about any progress of my visa petition, turned out I started worrying about my life there...a new country (still, aft...

八月，九月，十月，十一月，四个月的日历，我翻来覆去看，仿佛看得多了，这四个月也就一溜烟过去了，那是我渴望的，也深知这想法太幼稚！一年365天，一天24小时，永远公平，对每个人都是这样！

然而八月总算快到头，过了明天一个工作日，八月就将在周末中过去，是对今夏最放松的一个告别！奥运支撑着八月流光，也支撑着我，可以说过去的16天真的是流过去的，赛场内外，无数感动，暖怀，祖国让我骄傲！可接下来呢，这剩下的一周已经让我觉得漫长，八月，竟然还是八月？

我不是海关工作人...

等待得有些焦虑，总希望明天就收到该收到的包裹，表格。。。可是现实总有它的道理，我能做的就是耐心等待，认真准备！

加油！

Dan, we will be fine:)

When I wasn't prepared, my mom was mad again...it's kinda weird, because the anger seemed to come from nowhere....and I've been thinking if I can live with my mom, it seems the answer is NO....I'm sorry to say that, but it's just so true...

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生活无止境，除非有一天我离开这世界，否则永远有目标在前方等待， one after another, nonstop...

visa的事情在慢慢进展，于是有一点点闲暇开始思考未来，是过了这一站以后的未来，顿时脑袋有被充满的感觉，有了小小恐惧感。

我当然不能做生活的弱者，然而现在我却没有自信去把握未来，再一转念，这未来是两个人共同面对，we are going to share the responsibilities, no wonder it would...

如果一切都可以量化，那么我的快乐指数也许现在是负数，且无限小。。。实在是不能快乐，怎么调整怎么说服，都是不快乐！于是，也仿佛很难优雅起来，相由心生，我觉得自己现在就是一个气鼓鼓的刁妇，甚至自己都不喜欢这样的自己，可是又能怎么办呢？

日子一天天过去，可是盼望的东西仿佛永远遥不可及。觉得自己好像把自己缩在壳里，看到的只有自己，以此去努力逃避现世的一切，因为我实在是不喜欢！想起以前的开怀，真的很难过。

我有多久没有开心笑过了？我有多久没有内心温暖了？哪怕我拼命回...

366天前的首都机场，见到苏叔叔，大概也没有想到如今还在冰冷的办公室里敲字，那个时候想的是奥运前就能离开。。。可366天后最终我也没能离开，而是和祖国一道欣赏奥运，和人类共同见证历史！其实是不坏的生活。只是我觉得自己喜欢的状态离得越来越远，有些着急，有些害怕，然后转念，目标又是一步步接近，再多点耐心吧！那一刻终会到来！

我喜欢阳光青春，所以小菲自然成为我偶像，不过看得多了也有些麻木，只是希望谦逊的男孩下届能够如他和他教练所希望的那样，尝试新的frontier，成为真正伟大的运动...

If I was extremely happy the other night when I got the first email from CRIS (NOA), last night when I got the second one, I was in a panic, indeed! Maybe I have read too many stories, and sometimes more doesn't mean better...I got so nervous about the...

七夕，美丽的日子，东西半球，牵挂已经成为习惯，仿佛是有些麻木，两个人不再抱怨哭闹，只是静静等待那封email, 只是默默期待小小包裹能平安地飘扬过海，只是暗暗想象着领到visa的那一天会是什么样的心情。。。一切未知，然而却能给予我们无限空间去憧憬，最美丽的憧憬。。。三四个月很快就会过去，before we know it...

酷暑还在继续，然而今天是立秋，日子慢慢快快，一季一季，我期待的，是这个冬天的重逢，大概也就会很快来到吧～

距离奥运还有1天，万众瞩...

I just answered a phone call and made a stupid mistake...the person told me who he is, and I thought he was looking for that person...so the conversation was ridiculous (stupid me!!! I definitely sounded like an idiot!!!)~dear God, how come my English ...

When I saw 3 from tv on the bus this morning, I was kinda excited to tear...the whole nation is ready to present the world a stunning opening ceremony...there are only three days to go!!!

It's nice to see Matt has been in China, li...

Yesterday I finally watched Little Women (the movie, of course, the book still hasn't been touched yet), which was quite refreshing to me...the four little women were different, but all of them were lovely and kinda attractive. Hmmm, I really should ge...