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Maybe my period is right at the corner, I am feeling awfully bad, too bad...cannot stop tearing...the emails from D were either short or sleepy, and I cannot feel the connection between us. Or maybe I cut off the connection by myself...I cannot believe that only three days ago, he could send me the emotional email, now there’s NOTHING after the fight... I was unhappy because his weekends are always crazy, drinking, dancing club, and he never cares what I would think. Maybe I am too sensitive, he tried to avoid talking about that too much, apparently he knows I would not be happy, but he still did...why shouldn’t I feel sad/mad about it anyway... Besides the bad restaurant smell, which took me long time to wash away later and the cliche rejection letter from NW...I am still having some bad luck,a.k.a. the fax I sent two weeks ago wasn’t received so that I had to send again today, I kept the deadline in mind and got it done pretty early, turned out the truth is that I didn’t make it because of the fax thing...it’s not my fault, but I have to take whatever...the communication with Seattle is really not easy, I mean if I can get everything done by myself, I can make all the deadlines, however, I have to always ask and push to get the documents I need from them, which is so frustrating, really, really... Ok, what’s coming next?